Why can I not get focused?

So let me start by saying that my lack of posting is not lack of devotion to losing weight,only my laziness to get excited again about the blog. Maybe I have a bad taste in my mouth from posting so much horrible memories from Lenny's accident, I don't know what it is.

So let me tell you what is new. I am a member of the YMCA (so CHEAP) and they have water aerobics there that I tried for the first time two weeks ago. I LOVED IT,and it totally kicked my butt! I thought it would be super easy but I was wrong. So that is my new devotion.

I really need to kick it into gear, I lost so much time that I need to make up for! It is amazing how lazy I can be sometimes, and I always make an excuse for it. Like I worked a super long day, no excuse and I need to remember that.

Writing this tonight helped me remember why I started this blog to begin with. It is like writing something over and over again helps you remember it. It is like having a conversation with myself about getting motivated and staying motivated!

You can do this Nancy.

Thanks Aunt Sandy for the push, I needed that . Love you.